Life is still the same, i still feel the same, except i only drank once tonight. I guess im just too tired to drink. I also went to 24 to play vball with kris and kristian. Kristine was there too working out. I guess playing vball helped a little bit, i mean it distracted me for a couple of hours. thanks kris, kristian, and kristine.

-still love and miss her...

-"Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder" this song makes me think of her

-i wonder what shes doing to try and sort things out.
-I also wonder how or if she will make it up to me?

-kris was right when he said that its going to take a while to get over what happened and the time i need to heal.

thats all for tonight...im tired

Brennan